Baha, fail.

My, what a faithful blogger I've been. :) I wish I could say I've just been too busy filling my days with exciting shenanigans, but that would be a lie. I won't bore you with the deets, but I can sum it up in a few words: work, sleep, contemplating my life.

I'm glad today is Monday because it's my favorite little "daily." Meditation. I had a moment today when I was thinking about nothing. I was staring at the top of my shoe, quite literally with nothing on my mind. It was so nice because rarely do I have a moment when my brain isn't on hyper drive. From the simplest thought about what to have for dinner to what I'm going to do with my life. Everything is on a constant loop, even as I type this, it's all playing in the background, nudging me to give it my undivided attention. So much of the time, I have to stop whatever it is I'm doing and just stare at an inanimate object to reset. I suppose that's a tiny form of meditation, although I'm not reflecting on anything. I'm actually trying to do the opposite. It is a quiet time though, so that counts for something, right?

Here's a thought I had a few moments ago that might be good to ponder on...It's much easier to give advice, than it is to follow.


I'm in a situation right now, where I'm having trouble following my own advice; putting on my "big girl pants," if you will. Which is so much easier said than done! Actually, now that I think of it, I don't think I even own a pair of those....