A learning experience is one of those things that says, 'You know that thing you just did? Don’t do that.'
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-Douglas Adams
Mmm, today I feel inward. Much like a turtle. I am tired of my job. More specifically, being completely disposable and under appreciated there. It's so....icky feeling. I just don't know how things get to be the way they do.
On a more positive note, I am feeling more and more comfy with this blogging thing. It may not be the most productive thing I do, but it certainly gives me somewhat of an outlet, which we all need. I've been in a tough middle spot between two of my good friends and I've been able to take a step back and try to see what the root of the problem is. It's made me realize that the choices and decisions we make in life do not just affect the self. They affect everyone around us, sometimes for the worst. At school I've been learning about holding space and I think it's something I'm really good at, but never realized that's what I was doing. I'm hoping between that and just loving them, it will filter out & initiate some positive changes they both need.
There is a large cloud looming over me called my kinesiology exam over muscles & muscle attachments tomorrow. It's a dark cloud. Very dark. This is the part where the blogging has distracted me because I really should be studying. I'll blame it on Lauren...she's the one who told me to do it. :) Bahahahaha.
Peace, peace, and more peace,
LIS!
P.s. And awesome website I discovered: http://dearblankpleaseblank.com/
Study breaks are a necessity to succeed :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you feel underappreciated. But THIS YEAR you'll finish school and have a whole new career where you'll be valued and loved for your talents!
Good luck on your test!